well, yesterday was a tough day for me. on 13th, i didn't get enough sleep and i stayed awake until about 4 in the morning (the 14th) just to wake up on 6 o'clock. eww..and my mood had gone down like crazy. plus..the discussion lecture was soo annoying, just like the first meeting!! idk what made her really love to criticize us, eventough we already discussed the right things and covered the goals? hm..hm..maybe she just got the same bad mood like me toward the 14th? lol.
yesterday was a day like hell..i'd expected the flowery and chocolate views everywhere, but then i think i wasn't that ready to face them. all the 'awwwww...this is a chocolate for youuu! happy valentine's day!' and the written messages all over my homepage in fb like, 'happy valentine's day..may all..*blahblahblah*' honestly, i thought i suffered what the textbook from psychiatric module talk about: the feeling of doom. no, i'm not exaggerating..it was that bad. i walked in my campus at half past eight and i ran into discussion room ( nobody has come yet, but my room already lighted), opened my obstetric book, and started reading. after the discussion had ended, i went to class room and i felt like i wanted to run away. it was unbearable. GOD knows i feel really sorry right now since i did rude thing to one of my friend who tried to give me his hand and said 'happy valentine'. i looked at him and said, 'sorry, i don't celebrate it'.
maybe it's just me who didn't feel the spirit of valentine's day..because my friends seemed so excited about it. my friend, reza, baked banana muffins yesterday, idk if it was because valentine's or not, since he loves baking cake and stuffs. and because it's me, i wouldn't say no to be a tester even in my bad mood. hahaha..XD
here's the pic (when i wanted to take a pic, i'd just realized that i hadn't put back the memory card to my digicam, so i made it with my phone). a bit of bitter taste when i first bit it, he said maybe it's because the crumbles were overdone..but i thought the crumbles actually taste good and it's clever to put pie crust as crumbles. overall, i prefer his apple pie. hahaha..he can make a tasty one. come to think of it, i have lots of friends, which are boys, who can cook well. why can't i? hmm..the funny sight yesterday was afian gesture when he was going to give me choco chip cookies! such a rare thing. being his close friend for about 2.5 years always make me feel surprise and laugh a lot from time to time. he's so innocent, like a sweet little boy! nicho also gave me choco candy. the most adorable gift came from kristi, it's a personalized package contains of fluffy bunny head key chain, marshmallows, choco candies, and 2 letters. it's just like her.
envy me, i have great people around me (but i'm bad one). =Dgetting old(er) is a bad thing, i feel like getting tired easier. still can't imagine i was taking a nap, overtime until i woke up again around 1 in the morning...aaaw..and i still had short naps after that. 3 to 4, 7 to 9, and the last one was 12 to 1 at noon. bad news is, i feel like sleeping again right now..>___<
lauretta.
